Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor: fill it out and post it for all your friends.... Do this because the person who did this didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff.

Name: Patty
Single or Taken: Taken
Siblings: 2 sisters and two half brothers
Eye color: greenish blue
Shoe size: 7.5
Height: 5'3”
What are you wearing right now? Tan skirt and blouse
Where do you live: Northern Arlington, VA
Righty or lefty: Righty
Can you make a dollar in change right now: nope…I don’t carry cash anymore
Best place to go for a date: on a walk

Kind of pants: exercise pants
Number: 6
Animal: dogs
Drink: water
Sport: softball
Month: March…duh it’s my birthday
Juice: orange
Favorite cartoon character: Pepper Ann--------------------------------------------------------

-------Have You Ever...
Given anyone a bath: yeah
Bungee Jumped? No…but I want to
Made yourself throw-up? yeah
Eaten a dog? not that I am aware of...
Loved someone so much it made you cry? yeah
Broken a bone: not yet
Played truth or dare: oh yeah
Been in a physical fight: well I did push a girl down once…in the fourth grade
Been on a plane: yes
Came close to dying: well there was that time I wrecked my car…and that time on the plane Been in a sauna: yeah…it’s hot!
Been in a hot tub: yup
Swam in the ocean: Just once
Fallen asleep in school: lol oh yeah
Ran away: everyday if I could
Broken someone's heart? Lots of times…
Cried when someone died: yes
Cried in school?: always when I didn’t understand something…
Fell off your chair: yes…in my office chair in my dorm…I had to call for help
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? Yes…and I have even prayed…it worked once…but see where that got me
Saved AIM conversation: yep
Saved e-mails: yup
Made out with JUST a friend? uhhh...yeah?!
Been cheated on? I think most of the time that is how it has happened…

What is...
Your good luck charm? My guardian angel clip
New fav. song: Over my head by the Fray
What is beside you: Work….
Last thing you ate?: am eating humus and thin wheats (safeway brand)…
What kind of shampoo do you use? Dove

Ever Had...
Chicken pox: Yep
Sore Throat: Umm pretty much everyday when I was growing up..till I got my tonsils out my senior year of college
Stitches: Nope
Broken nose: several times

Do You...
Long distant relationships: tried that…got cheated on…not worth it!
Like school: I always like to learn…and want to go back-MBA

Who was the last person that called you? Mike
Who was the last person you slow danced with? Myself…no one dances that I hang out with…boo to them
Who makes you smile the most? My family and Mike
Who knows you the best? I don’t know anymore

Do you like filling these out: sometimes
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses: both
Do you like yourself: sometimes...
Do you get along with your family: now more than ever-
-------------------------Are You...
Obsessive Compulsive? sometimes
Suicidal? not at all

Final Questions:

What did you do yesterday: worked ALL day…doing nothing…and then worked out and went to bed
Hated someone in your family: yeah my mom for awhile but I got over that
Gotten any awards?: yep
What car/truck do you wish to have: Honda
Where do you want to get married?: On the beach somewhere or outside in the woods
Good driver? I think so
Good Singer: again…I think so Have a lava lamp: uh…no
How many remote controls are in your house? 4
Are you double jointed? nope
What do you dream about? The future/past/ and random shit
When you last showered:?6:30 this morning
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper: Diet Dr. Pepper
Skiing or Boarding: haven’t done either
Summer or winter: SUMMER
Silver or Gold: Platinum
Diamond or pearl: Diamonds
Sprite or 7up: Sprite
Coffee or sweet tea: Coffee
Phone or in person: in person…I loose a lot unless I have eye contact

Are you oldest, middle or youngest: youngest
Today did you...
1. Talk to someone you liked: yeah, but then he pissed me off ;
)2. Buy something: Humus
3. Get sick? Always
8. Talked to an ex: yes…well online at least
9. Miss someone: yes!

Last person who....
10. Slept in your bed: me and my giraffe…turtle
11. Saw/heard you cry: mike
12. Made you cry: not a person...just the thoughts associated with that person.
13. Went to the movies with? Haven’t been in awhile…mike maybe
15. Said "I Love You": My mother ____________________________________________
16. Ever been in a fight with your pet? Yeah and I got bit in the lip!
18. Been to Mexico? NO
19. Been to Canada? Yeah when I was little
20. Been to Europe? Yeah twice!
21. Do you have a crush on someone right now?No…
22. What book are you reading now? Lots of them
23. Best feeling in the world? Being loved back when you love someone
24. Future KIDS names: Alexandra Eva, Logan Michael, Eva Kathryn
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yes!
26. What's under your bed: shoes
27. Favorite sports to watch: Softball
28. Favorite Locations: Marburg, Italy, my room, outdoors
29. Piercing/Tattoos: five on each ear, belly button and one tat on the back
30. What are you most scared of right now: figuring out what I am going to do next year…and feeling useless...
31. Who do you really hate? no one at all
32. Do you have a job: yes
33.Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with: lol glad it was that way though
36. Are you lonely right now? no
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now? living on love
39. Have you ever played strip poker: ummm...whoopsie...yes

40. Have you ever gotten beat up? almost once at a bar...
42. Have you ever been on radio/TV: on TV...
43. Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: yes and I got knocked down...
44. Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed you? yeah

what color is your underwear right now? nude
Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex (visual)? muscle definition and then smile
Your Favorite Food? Biscuits and Gravy
Ever get so drunk you dont remember?: Unfortunately Yes
Hair color? Reddish Brown
Are you too shy to ask someone out? oh yeah
Hugs or Kisses? Hugs
MSN? no thanks
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? butter
dogs or cats? dogs
Favorite Flower? lillies
Have you ever fired a gun? Yep
Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car? yes
How many pillows do you sleep with? 4
Who are you missing right now? My family
Do you think (any of) your ex(s) miss you? Hopefully suckers!

Repost this as LOONGGG SURVEYYY if u make it through

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Do you think that it is possible to stop be numb...I'm pretty sure that is where I am at right now. There is so much here that makes me not able to find the good in people automatically think that everyone is out to hurt me. I don't like it. I want to feel compassionate just plain feel...

Monday, March 06, 2006

So I guess the one thing in life that I really need right now is someone to sit with me in silence. Someone to say that no matter what is going on in my head...they care enough to just be with me. I find that in my life people like me when I am happy and I am alone a lot when I am sad... just an observation.

Things are going okay right is busy as it will be forever.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Hey everyone...well those who actually read this post...that's you Mary and Jon :) Here is the pic John had on his myspace account. It's good of all of us.

Things here are going pretty well. I wish that I had money, but don't we all. One of the cool things I got to do this week was meet Condi Rice and shake her hand in the state department. I went with Alex for his father's going away party there and she was speaking on his behalf. How cool is that?!?

One of the things I have been struggling with lately is that I miss home. I miss the conversations with family and def. my sisters. I miss Sam and watching her grow and yelling my name as I walk towards her. I just want you all to know that I love you so much.

Thursday, January 19, 2006's been a long time since I have posted. I didn't forget that I had one of these things...I have just been super busy. Work is crazy right now because we just passed one of our deadlines and there is a lot of student material that I had to process. Plus we are trying to prepare for the summer knowing that three of the six people who are usually there will not be due to pregnancy. Outside of work things are busy too...

I spend a lot of my time with girl Alex or boy Alex. She is one of my best friends here and I force her to work out with me and hang out with me;). Boy Alex is a guy that I am dating for now, but we are kinda experiencing some hard times because often times I push people away or keep them at a safe distance when my heart is involved.

Everthing here is going pretty well. I just joined Bally Total Fitness with a FREE 8 week membership...can't beat that:) and I have been working out hard core. My days pretty much are work, workout, sleep...sometimes drink :)

Life isn't too bad..

Love you all!

Friday, December 02, 2005

So it's been awhile since I have last posted. I told you guys that I was really bad at this whole blogging thing. Here's an update

Things have been going pretty well here and I have been suprisingly happy...around myself and with others. I have made a couple new friends and we have hung out twice this week. Plus I have plans for the weekend, which is a great feeling.

I have lived here two months now and it is slowly becoming home. Although home truly will lie with my family, I think I can make a second home for myself here. I love the city, people-watching is a fun little sport, and spending time with myself has proved to be an amazingly peaceful thing.

Aside from all of that, Thanksgiving was good. I loved spending time with the "new" family and the old...despite the spats... The visit with my mom went as well as one could have expected. It's hard for me to consider her as a mother or even as a part of my life. swirling thoughts...

eh well I need to get back to work...LOVE

Friday, November 25, 2005

I want to go back to Virginia